Days blurring together
Morning mingling with evening

I stare into an abyss
Floundering, Wondering
“What should I do now ?”

Robbed of routine
No longer able to drown
Insecurity
In productivity

I bury my boredom
Blasting music
Binging
Tele-series
And chocolate chip cookies
Falling into
A social media
Rabbit hole

Craving
The busyness
I once loathed